Sunday, August 13, 2006
HAIZ~ i had very long never come in my blog le . i guess almost two weeks ba .. actually alot things happen to me .. but i didn't wanna to say le .. and i nv had the intention to tell anyone anyway~! i shall n i will keep it only to myself .. even if i tell someone will there someone there to listen to me ? i guess not ! i am so sian lor .. i felt quite lonely .. althought i dun look like one .. but ~! who know the real side of me lei ? NO ONE ! xD nvm~ it no big deal anyway xD
I really thinks that my life are always always filled with disappointment only! Why ah ? can someone tell me ma ? i feel so restless .. i had no more direction in my life now ! who willing to share my joy n sadness ? i feel everyone around are all fake de lor .. they said they show me care n concern ! oh come on .. dun bullshit le .. really .. trying to bluff a 3yr old kids? HA! so funny ! I am quite disappointed with my cell group [ almost everyone ! can say everyone! ] yah~! duno why ~! i cannot remember when is the last time i had fun with them already ! i really cannot remember ? it means wad ? it means they had nt created any nice memory for me ... gt ppl always say me ... get into their life ... mix around with them ... find topic talk to them ... but ~ u think i dun wan ? u think i really nv try ? when i try u see ? haha~ but i am tired le ... a CG tat wasn't united call CG ? ha~! this CG already had form itself into a few grps .. so wad ? i dun need to care anyway~none of my business -.-"
now my work in popular had reduced alot alot .. from last time .. sunday to thursday had changed to only sunday le .. Great .. now i am going to study alone in library~ i noe it will sound very funny to alot ppl that KIMBOON IS GOING TO STUDY ! sure alot of ppl oso gg to luff at me .. thinking that a ITE student go library study ? haha~ confirm de la ! SO WAD? U THINK I GOING TO GIF A DAMN ABT THIS SHIT? haha~! FUCK OFF ~ WADEVER !
written at 8/13/2006 01:15:00 AM
